SLAMBAMPOWKABOOM.

So here I am sitting at the desktop table with the laptop, waiting waiting waiting. Our plan's been 3 hours over due. LOL. I'm pretty excited for this upcoming week, it feels new and FRESH. Hehe, I think that's a good thing. SOSOSO. I have no idea what to talk about at the moment. I went through my old posts, and I used to be so talkative... I wonder where all that talkativeness went. LOL. Okay, so I'm really bored right now. The internet doesn't entertain me as much anymore. ): Neither does my phone, sadly. BLAHBLAHBLAH. I'm trying not to get the sick feeling I normally get once inna while again. SO. I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER. LOL. Feels just like last year, when I was just saying how much I wanted Summer to come, and then it did. Then I got all moody, but really. I think Summer is just what I need at the moment to relieve stress. I skipped benchmarks due to the fact that I was KOed for two whole days. So yes, I have to take them when I get back to school after Spring Break. Extra studying time? :D.

I'm so frustrated.

I'm frustrated with myself for keeping so many problems deep inside me. I should just stop worrying about things. I wish I could just escape somewhere and never come back. I don't want to reply to you. I don't want to have to do anything with you right now.

You gave me the cold shoulder. What's been up lately? Why does it seem like everyone doesn't like talking to me anymore? I feel so useless and sick of everything. Why do I constantly keep getting the same feeling over and over again? I'm tired of it, I'm tired of it, I'm tired of it, I'm tired of it. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I just want to start new again. But I would be considered one of those people who run away from things. I feel so broken down. I just hate all this stress roaming through my head. I just want peace, that's it. Lynda, you make me feel better. Thanks for everything. I might not see you a lot, but I know we have this connection.

FRESH START.

hehe, no more Tumblr. I'm just gonna be old schooled and stick to Blogger, where my thoughts and feelings aren't too public.

What am I to you now?

I just don't get it. I let jealousy go too far ahead. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I hate it so bad. I don't know where we stand anymore.

I was never invited...

Two, is better than one.

Heeaartbreaker.

Aha, I haven't actually really blogged in the longest time, I've always been so lazy to actually blog. So right noow, I am sitting on my chair. My computer broke down a while back, so it sucks. Things have been going goodgoodgood. There are some complications, but I'm okay with that at the moment. I'd rather have life be boring than to be stuck in a whole lot of situations. So idk what to blog about, since there is no interesting topic. Let's see. Lately, I've been having these up & down feelings about this relationship. I just need to get more comfortable around you, and I need to be able to be comfortable talking to you. I think that's all it needs. Just a little effort in it. I don't want to be the person who goes out with someone just for publicity or something. So yeah. That's just how I've been feeling lately. Haha, I've been on this blog for about 2 hours. I still don't know what else to say. So latey, I've been getting closer to people that I never expected I would ever get close to. It's nice, though. I like it. Hm. HI KIM. :3. Yeah, just thought i'd say that. ;D. So today is my 6th day in a role of eating doughnuts. I'm cool.

I don't know anymore.

All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me. You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.

-Walt Disney.

I regret what I've done.

I'm sorry.

I feel like breaking down.

I need someone to talk to.

MV

I'm sorry you don't consider me as a real friend. I just went through your tumblr posts & ... I don't know how I feel anymore. Well, that part's over. & I'm sure I'm not your real friend. I just thought I needed to talk to you because I misunderstood. Idk what's happening anymore. Lol. Let's just leave it that way. That post was about a few days ago, but I just needed to apologize in my blog, 'cause I'm too much of a wimp to talk to you. & She's not part of our foursome anymore. We're alllllllllllllllllllllllll good on our own. Just the 4 of us. (: We still have a lot to learn about all of us. Our friendships just need time. Time, I'm guessing that's all it needs.

You piss me off at the slightest times.You ask me a question,I answer,and you don't reply.I guess it's normal,we all grow apart anyways.

I'm keeping my cool with the person who's copying me.

I'm good, I'm good. (:

Hi.

I love you.

We're starting to grow apart, & I don't like it.

Be my

valentine. ♥

HEY TRUCKER.

I hate you.

You're so dumb

You're so stupid.

I hate talking to you.

I hate it when you do that.

I hate it when you talk back like that.

I hate it when you vent.

I hate you.

I hate everything about you.

♥

;)

& that's why I love you!

& I'm sorry I haven't been understanding you as much lately.

You're beautiful,

it's true. ♥

That hurt, but I won't let you know that what you did hurt me. /:

You make me feel like the happiest girl alive.

Every time my hands are intertwined with yours,

It makes me stop breathing.

Every time I look at you,

you're the only person I see right at that moment.

Don't start asdfghjkl; about me.

I know who I like, and who I don't like.

You don't need to decide it for me,

and answer it for everyone else.

Baby, I love you. I never want to let you go.
The more I think about the more I want to let you know-
That everything you do.. Is super fucking cute
And I can't stand it.

I've been searching for a girl that's just like you
Cause I know that your heart is true.

Baby, I love you. I'll never want to let you go.
The more I think about the more I want to let you know-
That everything you do.. Is super duper cute.
And I can't stand it.

Let's sell all our shit and run away
To sail the ocean blue.
Then you'll know that my heart is true, yeah!

Baby, I love you. I never want to let you go.
The more I think about the more I want to let you know-
That everything you do.. Is super duper cute.
And I can't stand it.

Youuu, you got me where you want me,
Cause I'll dooo anything to please you just to
Oooo make it through another year.
And youuu. I saw you cross the room and I
Knewww that this was gonna blossom into something beautiful.
You're beautiful.

Baby, I love you. I never want to let you go.
The more I think about the more I want to let you know-
That everything you do.. Is super duper cute.
And I can't stand it.

Baby, I love you. I never want to let you go.
The more I think about the more I want to let you know-
That everything you do.. Is super duper cute.

And I can't stand it.
And I can't stand it.
No, I can't stand it.

Life's good,

it's really good.

Some people are out of my life,

some people aren't.

Some people will stay in my heart until the very end.

I now know who my real friends are.

They're the ones there for me

when I need help.

drknss089 10:51 pm

I'll be thinking about you :D

'Love is like paint, it makes things beautiful when you spread it, but it will dry up if you don't use it.'

1/29/10♥.

(: