Things Are Changing Quickly.

I don't know how to explain things anymore. I just can't believe my school year's over. Just yesterday I took 3 pills on purpose to see how long I'd leave the world. Obviously that didn't work. I'm tired of life. I dont want to live anymore. The only thing that keeps me going is my friends. They're my inspiration. Just yesterday I was told that I'd be going to summer school. I want to enjoy my Summer. I mean seriously! it's not fair. I think I'm misplaced in this world. I want to run away all over again. I want to live life my own way. I hate my family. Asians judge too quickly and easily. I don't know how long I'll be living. Because this isn't working out. I want to live my life. Especially when it's Summer. Damn it.