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We all have our ups & downs,

and we'll eventually lose everything we have.

So why even bother trying to repair things up?

Beg for the attention,

beg for the fame

beg for your love

beg for everything;

I'm not like that.

I want you to know, that it hurts a lot when you bash me that way.

But we all have to deal with it.

I miss everything that used to be good.

But I guess it all goes away , eventually

when it's not expected.

It's not so fun having a private blog,

but I guess it's best.

& ignore me if you'd like,

I don't think I care anymore.